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leaveyouapen:

I haven’t slept since in your arms; at night I see you in hers

Stealthily drinking my fathers rumAnd knowing you’d disapprove,Saying you wouldn’t want me escaping from reality,OnlyNow I know that you already had,Through her lips.That your escape route was printed on the roadmap to The canyon between HER thighs,And don’t be fooled,I’m not drunk on tears,I am caught in a space between Emptiness andThe promises you begged to fill it with.I’m not escaping from reality,But from your voice echoing in my mind whispering I no longer have to fear for the worst,That it is already a thing of the past.
I gave you everything,“More than you could ever know”And it’s not that I’m mad you have it,Its that you put a price on what I Gave endlessly,A scale to measure What was already yours.It’s that you blamed me for cloudy days whileYou were trying to run from storms,And as you played God creating them,You made believe I was the one striking at youWith lightningBut you’ve forgotten how I marvel at the sky.Even within my withered soulI love the rain,And not for what it brings to me,But for howAfter being your very desert,She has never forsaken me.For how after being the drought that dried your tongue,It was not for lack there of,But because you chose to continue looking for water in wastelands.
I am a valley or meadow,Predictable,And I loved the way you see the wildflowers growing in me,But you never tended themYou only planted your own in my veinsAnd expected gardens to appear on my skin.You have wanted to see life in me,You have wanted to watch colors grow,But even weeds have flowers,And they were there all along
S.E.W. - travelsinpage

leaveyouapen:

I haven’t slept since in your arms; at night I see you in hers

Stealthily drinking my fathers rum
And knowing you’d disapprove,
Saying you wouldn’t want me escaping from reality,
Only
Now I know that you already had,
Through her lips.
That your escape route was printed on the roadmap to 
The canyon between HER thighs,
And don’t be fooled,
I’m not drunk on tears,
I am caught in a space between 
Emptiness and
The promises you begged to fill it with.
I’m not escaping from reality,
But from your voice echoing in my mind 
whispering I no longer have to fear for the worst,
That it is already a thing of the past.

I gave you everything,
“More than you could ever know”
And it’s not that I’m mad you have it,
Its that you put a price on what I 
Gave endlessly,
A scale to measure 
What was already yours.
It’s that you blamed me for cloudy days while
You were trying to run from storms,
And as you played God creating them,
You made believe I was the one striking at you
With lightning
But you’ve forgotten how I marvel at the sky.
Even within my withered soul
I love the rain,
And not for what it brings to me,
But for how
After being your very desert,
She has never forsaken me.
For how after being the drought that dried your tongue,
It was not for lack there of,
But because you chose to continue looking for water in wastelands.

I am a valley or meadow,
Predictable,
And I loved the way you see the wildflowers growing in me,
But you never tended them
You only planted your own in my veins
And expected gardens to appear on my skin.
You have wanted to see life in me,
You have wanted to watch colors grow,
But even weeds have flowers,
And they were there all along

S.E.W. - travelsinpage
— 2 months ago with 23 notes
Failed

I have failed myself.
Never will I move on.
From you.
It shows.
Because no matter.
What you put me through.
I’ll always come back.
Without second thought.
I always welcome you.
Into my arms.
My darling.
My soulmate.
My other half.
I miss you.
I love you.
I want you back.
It shows.
You are.
My true love.
My better half.
You
You yourself
Complete me
My missing puzzle piece
The one
I’ve waited
My whole life for.
I’ll be here.
Waiting for your return

— 2 months ago with 4 notes
#i miss you  #i need you  #i love you  #come back  #love  #poem  #poetry  #true love  #soulmate 
I may never

I may never stop loving you. But someday I will move on. You can’t keep me waiting forever. For I am already starting to move on. Yes I have a soft spot for you. Yes you are my first honestly true love. But I am not willing to spend another 3 years waiting for something that will never happen again.

— 2 months ago
#moving  #on  #from  #you  #first  #true  #love 

story-dj:

Love and Space Dust

Poems from my anthology, Love and Space Dust. The full book is out now and available as:

** Amazon.com Paperback - Amazon.com Kindle - Lulu Publishers Paperback - Amazon.co.uk Kindle - Amazon.co.uk Paperback - Signed Direct from Author **

— 2 months ago with 44 notes

story-dj:

Love and Space Dust

Poems from my anthology, Love and Space Dust. The full book is out now and available as:

** Amazon.com Paperback - Amazon.com Kindle - Lulu Publishers Paperback - Amazon.co.uk Kindle - Amazon.co.uk Paperback - Signed Direct from Author **

— 2 months ago with 81 notes
creatingmyowndreams:

rekit:


The best deodorant you will ever use Seriously. 1/4 teaspoon in each pit and you can sweat your ass off, totally stink-free for like 2 full days. It’s a natural anti-bacterial so those little fuckers won’t multiply and make you smell. Plus it’s cheaper and healthier than any deod you can buy anywhere.
Use equal parts of the following:
-corn starch-baking soda-coconut oil-cocoa butter
With a few drops of whatever essential oil you want, for fragrance. Otherwise it basically just smells like nothing. I use tea tree oil & pine needle oil. Cuz they’re MANLY.
Note - It pretty much turns to liquid if it’s warmer than about 75 degrees. If you want to keep it solid, you can refrigerate it or add a little more corn starch.

Reblogging myself again, cuz I still use this and it’s still awesome

This is what I’ve been using for about a year now and it works wonders. Not convinced it works? My fiance is literally the smelliest human being I’ve ever met when he’s been sweating all day. I made him some with tea tree oil and he now smells nice and mint-ish as the end of the day, even if he’s been outside working. Not to mention it’s cheaper, smells better, better for you AND better for the environment to make your own :D

creatingmyowndreams:

rekit:

The best deodorant you will ever use

Seriously. 1/4 teaspoon in each pit and you can sweat your ass off, totally stink-free for like 2 full days. It’s a natural anti-bacterial so those little fuckers won’t multiply and make you smell. Plus it’s cheaper and healthier than any deod you can buy anywhere.

Use equal parts of the following:

-corn starch
-baking soda
-coconut oil
-cocoa butter

With a few drops of whatever essential oil you want, for fragrance. Otherwise it basically just smells like nothing. I use tea tree oil & pine needle oil. Cuz they’re MANLY.

Note - It pretty much turns to liquid if it’s warmer than about 75 degrees. If you want to keep it solid, you can refrigerate it or add a little more corn starch.

Reblogging myself again, cuz I still use this and it’s still awesome

This is what I’ve been using for about a year now and it works wonders.

Not convinced it works? My fiance is literally the smelliest human being I’ve ever met when he’s been sweating all day. I made him some with tea tree oil and he now smells nice and mint-ish as the end of the day, even if he’s been outside working.

Not to mention it’s cheaper, smells better, better for you AND better for the environment to make your own :D

(via treeehuggerrr)

— 3 months ago with 197224 notes
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